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Pissed Off

The uncertainties create anxieties
The anxieties create anger

This afternoon I am pissed off, and I realised that the moment I am angry, I am in the lose position. I lose my joy, my peace, my health, my sanity, so anger is not really worth it.

Life is always full of uncertainties, you can't help it. Life is also full of unfairness, you just try the best you can to be assertive of yourself and believe that everything is a blessing in disguise.

The uncertainties came because you are worry about the future, and I will try harder to live more in the present, let go of past and the future. The past is yesterday today, and the future is tomorrow today. Let's live lighter and not carrying any unnecessary burden. Today difficulties is only for today, tomorrow would have its own difficulties.

I will try to live more by faith, believe that everything that happen to us is a God's grace and He has a reason. He will always provide us, but I also need to work the best I can according to my abilities.

So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.
Isaiah 55:11 KJV

The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17 KJV

Jesus answered and said unto them, Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done.
Matthew 21:21 KJV

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