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Desire

I am hurt but I am healed

I am hurt
I am longing for something that might be unreachable
I continuously dream to keep myself sane

I need to be patient
I believe that the fulfilment time will come
But I have to prepare myself that something might change along the way

I might lose something that I really desire
Therefore I learn to let things go
If it's not meant to be, It's must not be meant to be

Everything happens for a reason
I learn to live for now, and for this moment
I am healed

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